EvilClamChowder's Xanga

Friday, June 17, 2005

Fri, 17 Jun 2005 19:11:45 GMT

I think it's quite funny to see someone's website and they state they hate "drugs" yet they state they love alcohol, completely oblivious to the fact that alcohol is indeed considered a drug. Yeah, what stupid-asses.

Visit my site maybe, and leave a comment? Click here.

Love you Squishy. <3

Sunday, May 29, 2005

Sun, 29 May 2005 14:21:57 GMT

LAYER ONE

--Current mood: Barely awake.
--Current taste: Good question.

--Current hair: Brown... and not combed and down.

--Current clothes: Pajamas.

--Current windows open: My personal domain, Blogring, and this.

--Current c-d: Darex's CD.

--Current favorite celebrity: None. They're all idiots.

--Current hate: Umm. Life.

LAYER TWO

Smoke?: No.
--drugs?: No, I'm straight-edge.
--Have a dream that keeps coming back?: Yes.
--Remember your first love?: As in crush? Or first time you TRULY loved?
--Still love him/her?: If it's truly love, then yes.
--Read the newspaper?: Yup.
--Believe in miracles?: Of course.
--Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? Yes, but Hollywood doesn't think so. Slimy bitches.
--Consider love a mistake?: Definately not, but some people don't deserve it.
--Like the taste of alcohol?: Never drank.
--Have a favorite candy?: Yup, REESE'S.
--Believe in magic?: Yes.
--Believe in God?: Yes/
--Have any pets: A dog, and a turtle.
--Go to or plan to go to college: Yup.
--Have any tattoos?: No, but I want one.
--Have an obsession?: Yeah... HTML
--Have a secret crush?: No.
--Have a best friend?: Yup.
--Wish on stars?: Yup.

LAYER THREE
--First crush: My first "crushes" were the guys I could easy beat in a hand fight.
--First kiss: Didn't have one yet.
--Single or attached?: Taken (attached makes it seem like it's forced 0_0)
--Ever been in love?: Yeah, I am.
--Do you believe in love at first sight?: No.
--Do you believe in "the one?": Yeah.
--Favorite place to be kissed?: Nowhere ^^
--Have you ever been caught "doing something?": No... 0_0
--Shy to make the first move?: Yup.

LAYER FOUR- WORD ASSOCIATION

--Rubber: Paris Hilton
--Rock: Ozzfest
--Green: Ainsleys favorite color.
--Wet:Rain
--Cry: Me in school a couple of weeks ago.
-- Peanut: Cardinals ^^
--Steamy: Sex-craved teenagers.
--Rain: Beautiful...

LAYER FIVE ~ Have You Ever

--Dated one of your bes friends: No.
--Loved somebody so much it made you cry?: Yeah.
--Drank alcohol? No.
--Broken a bone?: No.
--Played truth or dare?: No.
--Kissed someone you didn't know?: No.
--Been in a fight?: Yeah.
--been close to dying?: Yeah.
--Been called a tease: No. I would have killed them.
-- Your weakness: Caring too much, and letting things get to me too easy.
-- Your fears: Losing someone I love.

LAYER SIX
-- Your thoughts first waking up: Why did I have to wake up.
-- Your bedtime: 11-12:15
-- Your most missed memory: Being a kid.

LAYER SEVEN
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: 3. Ainz, Eric, & Veronyka.
-- Number of CDs that I own: over 50.
-- Number of scars on my body: One.
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: A whole shitload.

LAYER EIGHT
--If you have 10 mins to live?: Tell everyone I love them, and kiss them one last time.
--What do you first notice about the opposite sex?: Personality.
--Have you ever been sent flowers?: It's too much to ask a guy.
--If you could go back in time, where would you go?: Victorian England times.
--Last thing you said: "Aw, shut up."
--Last song you listened to: Kenesai Tsumi
--Occupation you want: Biochemist or a Veterinarian or a Writer or a Coputer Graphics Designer.
--Favorite food: Mac & Cheese
--Favorite drink: Diet Dr. Pepper

LAYER NINE
What is...
-- The most embarrassing CD in your collection?: Backstreet Boys when I was like 8 and a teeny bopper. I would have killed myself if I only knew how.
--Your favorite thing for breakfast?: Nothing.
--Your favorite restaurant?: Applebees.

LAYER TEN
[[Random questions]]
--What's on your bedside table?: TV Controller
--What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night?: Whatever I want
--What feature are you most insecure about?: Breasts & Face.
--Do you have too many love interests?: No.
--Crushes?: 0
--Do you know anyone famous?: No, but I'm related to one *evil grin*
--Describe your bed: Union Jack w/ punk writings.
--Do u know how to play poker?: No.
--What do you carry with you at all times?: Knife.
--What do you miss most about being little?: Being able to spill ice cream on your shirt without screaming "shit i payed 20 bucks for that!"
--What country would you most like to visit: Ireland.
--How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year?: A lot.
--What color is your bedroom?: I hate it. Light pink. I WANT TO GET IT DONE BUT MY PARENTS ARE MEAN.
--Do you talk a lot?: I dont know.
--Do you think you're cute?: Ha. Definately not.
[Guys or Girls]: Boys. Girls cause too much drama.
[Pepsi or Coke] Coke.
[McDonald`s or Burger King] McDonalds.
[Single or group dates] Group.
[adidas or nike] VANS! or DC.
[Chocolate or vanilla] Chocolate.
[Cappuccino or coffee] Neither.
[Beach or the Pool] Beach.
[tall or short] Tall, because I'm so damn short.
[shoes or slippers] Shoes.
[staying home or goin out] Both.
[night or day] Night.

Sunday, April 24, 2005

Sun, 24 Apr 2005 00:42:29 GMT

New Layout.

Xanga was really changed. I like it.

Love you, Squishy. %$&#!!!

(ex/oh)

Can you believe someone called me rude in my last post? She said I was rude at Blogring:

DUDE YOUR RUDE YOU ON FUKIN BLOGRING.NET

Posted 2/1/2005 at 10:26 PM by minnie_mouse25 - delete - block user

The insanity of it all... =D

Sunday, March 13, 2005

Sun, 13 Mar 2005 00:31:55 GMT

Saturday, January 22, 2005

Sat, 22 Jan 2005 20:19:52 GMT

Hello everyone! I appologize deeply for not updating is such a long time. I have been busy working on my site, and helping people out.

So much has happened since the last time I have written here. For one, I can now get my permit, since I passed the state test. Driving is going to be a blast. Second, my love and I have almost reached a half a year. I'm excited!

For those who have been on my xanga, my Gackt layout has been short-lived xD. Welcome special Valentine Holiday layout, Cold-Blue Blood. I'm very happy with the outcome of this layout. I haven't used image maps in such a long time so I thought I would use them once again. Now, I also have a currently section, which features my current mood, music, & food.

I hope you all have a wonderful Valentine's day. Friends, Boyfriends, and Girlfriends are a wonderful thing to have, so treat them good.

<3 Squishy081904.

Friday, December 31, 2004

Fri, 31 Dec 2004 06:47:18 GMT

Happy New Years Eve people.

I have some awesome news. My mom's friend has her baby yesterday (30th) at 10:00 in the morning. She was in labor for only 40 minutes. That's incredibly fast for a first child. Wow. Anyway it was a baby girl (yay!) and it weighs 6 pounds, 6 ounces, and the height is 19 inches. She's adorable. I'm looking forward to seeing her.

Another thing to look forward to is my friends new years eve party. It's going to be a blast. ^^ My friends are so good to me... yet I have nothing to give back to them. Speaking of friends, I need to go over Ainsley's tomorrow and exchange gifts with her. I haven't talked to her in a while and she's my best gal-friend. We've known each other for... 7 years now.

I hope everyone reading this has made up their New Years Resolutions. Here are a couple of mine:

Stay True
Fight for what I believe in
Stop Biting Nails (it's not going to happen xD)
Be more Respectful
Donate more time & goods
Stop getting pissed off (I need to realize 99.9% of humans are dumbasses)
Build up some self-confidence
Do better in school (I need to get my GPA back up to 3.7)
Be a better friend
Be a better Webdesigner
Stop Cursing so much (<--major!)
Be myself
Be a better Girlfriend (<--major!)

yup those are my resolutions. I'm going to try and make them come true this year. Anyway... mid-terms are coming up in my school. I need to study and do good in all of them. To be honest, I'm nervous. They are almost 30% of the final grade... >.< I'm doing so good so far, watch me get nervous and screw myself over, as usual. ;_;

Have a great New Years everyone! :D

Tuesday, December 28, 2004

Tue, 28 Dec 2004 08:03:41 GMT

Everyone, go to this Xanga and leave major props. He's a good friend of mine and he doesn't think he's going to have internet anymore. Make these last couple of days count!

CLICK HERE!

I swear, if I see your IP on my tracker and you didn't go to Omran's site to give him props you're all screwed over.

Edited and fixed so it should work in AOL/IE/Netscape. Sorry peeps, I had the "change word" script enabled and... yeah.

So now if you come to my site, and you don't give him Props, you will be screwed over. Now there are no excuses!

Monday, December 27, 2004

Mon, 27 Dec 2004 06:58:56 GMT

First off, special thanks to everyone that commented on my other entry. I appreciate it.

I HOPE EVERYONE HAD A MERRY CHRISTMAS! Mine was ok. Not the best, not the worst. The best present was getting to talk to my loved one, and talkign to friends and family. <3

^^ Right now I'm uber happy. My site is doing so well. I'm hoping to re-direct some Xanga hits over to my site. So if you want some avatars, dollz, layouts, blinkies, or even some free hosting, please click here. I'm so happy my host is moving us over to a server which gives us CPANEL. I heard it's alot better.

Right now it is snowing. I'm so happy. Snow makes me placid... I love it. Well, it's 3:00 AM and I am tired. Goodnight all, and thanks for reading! ^_^

Thursday, December 23, 2004

Thu, 23 Dec 2004 03:14:19 GMT

I am such a cold-hearted person. And you know what? I truly dont care. It's a shame people judge me, & always will; yet it is the people like them that have made me this way, and continue to make me bitter.

I really, really hate people. I hate their minds, their souls... everything that belongs to them. They're so impure now a days, and it makes me upset in a way that I am not them; that I do not go with the flow. It's nothing but pain, from here on out. Nothing.

Even the people I thought I could trust have, in one way or another, have lied. I'm sure I have too. I really am. But I never purposely try to hurt anyone; as these people do me. The worse I have ever done to anyone was tell them to COLD HARD TRUTH. And there is nothing more comforting, in a sense, then exactly that.

You know what I'm sick and tired of? People asking me for free things. Because they have read my xanga, silently, and saw that I, naturally, am a VERY generous person. So they try and take advantage of me, get me mad, and ruin everything for people that ARE NOT like that. I will, seriously, help you with anything you want, whenever you want, but ONLY if you TRULY deserve it. TRULY deserve it. And nothing more. If your heart doesn't deserve to be healed, and you brought pain upon yourself, then no. I will not help you.

Now... onto some good stuff. I'm giving out SUBDOMAINS. DO NOT MAKE A COMMENT YET, ASSHOLES! Read the rules below:

1) Must know FTP. If you don't know FTP, don't F*CKING comment. Unless you're a good friend of mine. That's IT. But otherwise, NO FTP, NO SUBDOMAIN.

2) At least talk to me. Yeah, half the time (eh, 100% of the time) I act like I'm PMSing out. Too bad. But hey, you're freeloading off of me and I have a right to be nasty. Joking. I love my hostees. Just don't annoy me. I like talking to people... unless they're asses.

3) KNOW HTML. Please. If I say yes and I find out you don't know a thing of HTML, and annoy the fuck out of me to help you, not only will I take away your subdomain but I'll curse you out a mile a minute. God knows I can do it.

4) Comment on this entry, or IM me on: HisW0rstN1temare. Tell me why you should get a subdomain... not long. Just a reason why. Anything conceited will be an obvious no. Because I can't stand concieted people.

Have a great Holiday... I mean Christmas. Yeah I said Christmas. If you don't celebrate Christmas, I don't want to hear about it. I swear if you rant on and on about how I shouldn't say a Holiday name, I'll flame your site.

Saturday, December 18, 2004

Sat, 18 Dec 2004 20:18:50 GMT

I've almost had it with everyone. You try to do nice things for people, and you don't even get a simple thank you. You get/make them things for Christmas and for their birthday, wish them a good Holiday season, and don't even get a simple damn thank you in response. Fucking sickening.

Yesterday was Not So Silent Night. It was alright. It was like the Cricket Club, but a bit bigger. Poison the Well (or so Joe says) didn't play. I thought they did. It was a heavy moshing concert and I wasn't in the mood for moshing so I got hit. Lets see, what else happened... they called the ambulance because some poor girl met her fate (no, she didn't die) and got creamed by some big-ass guy in the moshpit by total accident. Bastard.

I bought a cool shirt. I stood around watching all the vendors and went to the vendor with the least attention, and bought a shirt. I really do love it. It says "Kill Brand" is maroon, blood-like letters and 2 silver insects around it. I like it! The guys vending were like "thanks so much, really, thank you so much we haven't really had any customers so far" and I replied "hey, I like it. People in NJ are just bastards," and then they laughed and then I walked away. They were nice.

So then right, I was thirsty and wanted a soda. So I go to the soda machine and I'm struggling to get 2.00 out of my pocket and this guy was like to me and my friend "do you need a dollar?" and he hands us a dollar and I was like "no sir, we have it, but thank you anyway." Wow. One of the non-bastard people in NJ, and I met him. I feel special. That was super polite. I wish I were that nice. That guy's going to heaven.

I really miss my Squishy. I haven't talked to him in a while but I bought him a "Christmas" present. I hope he likes it, it was something he's wanted (or so he says).

Fornever-more.net is almost up and running, but not yet! I believe my host is moving to a different server, so it might be down for a while. But I will have it up as quickly as possible.

Oh yeah, I made a new xanga layout for after the holidays. It features a PSD of ... I don't even know who it is but she looks like a pop singer so I just made it an anti-her layout. Lol. It's different shades of blue (light, dark, medium, etc), white, and black.

Have a good holiday, if I don't update before that: